counting.

one week and one day left of work.

3 days until I'm in Connecticut

8 days until I'm home

12 days until I'm in Georgia

21 days until museum sister date

22 days until Ben Folds Concert/dinner party

23 days until Valentine's day

that's enough for now.

endless smiles in my near future.

a flip.

maybe a little water damage?

there is only a fraction of the house hidden behind the trees. . .

it's on the water.

cute?

1,500 sq. feet.

$649,000.00

a steal.

bulldozers. . .

the cliff.

it's after 4:30 and it's still not dark!!

amen.

it's staying late longer.

this brings natural doses of vitamin D.

a love.

It's true. I love fashion.

I look forward to my Lucky Magazine coming in the mail each month.

I look forward to fall when the 300 page Vogue comes out.

I look forward to cutting out my favorite looks and putting them in my design book.

Anticipating which styles will stay in mode and which will be blasé tomorrow.

hmm.....

hidden.

My mind hurts and my body aches.

My eyes strain and squint to decipher text.

I am overcome with thoughts and ideas

unable to decipher.

My mind squints and strains.

What frustration upon empty expression.

No words, but emotions, and images, and scents.

A blur of noise. Ever present noise.

It's 9:25 and I'm escaping reality and sleeping.

Faith in Trust to produce clarity.

icy sunset.

p.s. dreaming of. . .

(taken from the Pittsburgh Post Gazette.com)

dripping diamonds.

inspire not.

is it the wind?

the brutal air burning my skin

piercing like ice

the horizon white

dusk vs. dawn

they continue on

and on and on

all white or gray

white or gray

missing the pinks

and greens and blues

of long gone yesterday

the sky, the grass, the sea

all turned to white

monotony.

day after day

no spark of energy

counting the time

tick tock tick tock

continues on

and on and on

when will it begin?

something about 5th ave.

a year past.

This was found in one of my journals.

"

The year 2009. let's be realistic yo.

-keep immaculate track of my spending

-save money

-learn to use what I own-make new uses

-take risks, be adventure minded

-pray-learn to pray

-make my life a testimony

-judge not

-want not

-be open to others

-find joy in all situations

"

Welcome twenty-ten.